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Monday, July 06, 2009

It's time for me to really start studying. And i know that. But i just haven't get the momentum. Shit.

Tried to do some maths paper yesterday. But it was damn screwed up. I don't even know how i'm supposed to start for simple questions. Those were questions i don't remember haveing problems solving last year. I'm so dead.

Four more months to alevels and i don't even have the feeling that i'm taking it this year.

And i have extended working for one more month. Till 20th august. Ok. I know some people say i should be using my time to study instead of working. But who am i kidding? I really don't think that i'll be able to do that. So might as well just extend for one more month.

Haven't been going for band practices. I hope the concert is still on. If not, my leave would have been taken for nothing again.

And i'm still trying to change.

1:40 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Planning to start studying next week. Probably start with either maths or chem. Will see if the plan is successful.

But i'm still hoping that the appeal is successful. So the plan does not need to be carried out.

Am counting down to the last day of work. I think there's 33 more working days. Please come faster, 20th july. =)

Yay! Going shopping later with jan and nat. Good. I seriously enjoy shopping alot now. Lol.

Going clubbing on friday. At least i think we are. Hope there isn't a change of plan. =)

And i'll be going back to bp for band this saturday. Looking forward to it. Haven't been playing clarinet for ages. And best of all, there'll be eileen, huihui, sheryl, siying and yvonne there with me. Band just isn't the same without them. Haha. And i want to play 3rd! Low notes just sound nicer to me. Hopefully huihui is playing with me. The dajie and xiaojie. Lol!

This week is a good week. =)

12:39 PM

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Thought i could go out with the clique to go shopping tomorrow. But end up cancelled due to many people not being able to make it. =( But it's ok. There's still next week. And we can go shopping then. Something which me and jan look forward to. Haha. I want to buy new clothes! =)

Have been kind of moody these past few days. Especially after getting those dreaded latters. Was damn sad initially. But i have gotten over it. Have to think of the next step. Appeal. And maybe retaking. That's the back up plan. We'll see how. Please let my appeal be successful.

And i hate seeing you so sian but i can't do anything about it. =(

1:08 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I realise i don't know what to blog about. Not like nothing happened. It's just that i haven't been online for so long that i have no idea wat to write here. Abit no link, i know.

Let me see what i can remember took place this one week plus. Ok. Went clubbing again. Was damn fun. Especially when me, jan and nat got drunk. End up the guys have to take care of us. Haha. Thanks alot man. =) Especially darren who had to listen most to my nonsense. Lol. Went for dinner with gz, maggie and guihao. Talked lots about stuff that happened in school. And we realised that the funny stuff always revolve around guihao. Haha! Met up for dinner with jan, gz and mao on friday. Jan and i realised that both of us are always in the middle when the two quarrel. Damn dumb can? Luckily after awhile they'll be ok. Haha.

Met up with the clique yesterday. Went shopping. But i didn't manage to buy anything. =( Never mind. Shall shop again with jan next time. We can always use 9th june to shop, even though that's not the supposed plan. Haha! Darcie joined us for awhile till she met up with her friends. Don't know why but i was damn excited to see her. Haha. Darren and ld joined us to go timbre at night. Did nothing much. Just chill there. But it's ok. I enjoy their company. =) And luckily darren wasn't drunk yesterday. If not it'll be my turn entertaining him. Lol. Too bad jon couldn't make it. I miss him la. Like two weeks never listen to his crap already. Haha.

Meeting the clique for lunch later. And jon will be there. =) But i bet gz is happier than me about that. Lol!

10:49 AM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

I love my wolverine while janice love her professor x. =)

Watched wolverine last week. The show is damn nice! =) And hugh jackman is seriously damn hot. So who cares what the show is really about? Lol! But the show is nice. And i like gambit too!! =)

Haven't been running lately. Should start running again soon. Hopefully gz books out early. If not, i don't know when i can go running again. Haha.

And i love to tell janice stuff. Janice! You better don't tell people what i told you yesterday ok? And don't worry. I'll continue updating you. Lol.

Self denial right now? Perhaps.

8:28 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009

Today's labour day. Damn happy. Because there's no work today. =) But i can't imagine how the workload will be like on saturday when batok polyclinic moves over. Shit.

Anyway, till now, my letterbox opening session still ends up in disappointment everyday. Still haven't get any response from any uni. But i shall look on the bright side. at least they haven't send me a letter to reject me. Haha.

Met up with the army guys last week. Finally. Miss the three of them la. Ld, darren and jon. Sad to say, ld and darren don't look funny. In fact, they actually look nice. That's weird. Lol. And according to darren, jon's head look like an egg. Haha. The egg on the sea. Lol. Can't wait to see them again this week. Too bad ld has field camp and can only come out next week.

Looking forward to 20th july. Last day of work. After that, i can wake up late. =) Oh. And i can go shopping and tanning with janice. =)

12:12 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

This weekend feels super weird. Didn't go out on saturday. But at least went out today with gz, jan and jon. Played bridge and taiwan heart attack or something. Quite fun. And i think me and gz make good allies. We won bridge 14-0. I refuse to believe that gz cheated. Lol.

Ld and darren enlist yesterday. Jon is going in tomorrow. Kind of starting to miss them even though it's only been afew days. Haha. Anyway, we called darren to have conference yesterday. Actually i was keeping quiet and listening to them most of the time. Imagine trying to listen to five people talk at the same time. How's that possible? Lol. But i enjoyed it. Hopefully there's more to come. =) Darren called just now. But after 2mins plus, he hung up because of lights out. Abit retarded. Haha. Can't wait to see them two weeks later. =)

Have been emoing this past few days. That's why i want to go out so much. At least it keeps my mind off things temporarily. Damn sucky. Liying would know why. Thanks so much for listening to me whine. It's a wonder you have the patience to do that. =)

And i thought of you when i heard that song just now.

11:09 PM